Kim Jong Woon

Kim Jong Woon
The Art of Voice

Sunday, 18 May 2014

Fanfiction - Your Eyes (Oneshot)

Author: Clouds6009
Main Cast: Yesung a.k.a Kim Jong Woon, Park Shin Hye
Other Cast: as mentioned in the story ^_^
Genre: Friendship, Romance
Language: English
Rate: BO (?), T
Background: I re-watch Super Junior KRY Winter Concert. when I listen this song, Yesung feat. Kyuhyun (Super Junior) - Your Eyes, I feel like I need to know the lyric's translation. I searched it on Internet, and I wrote this. Besides, I was impressed by a simple story of Thailand Movies, "A Little Thing Called Love". I think, so many people has felt this kind of first love too. Though, I love sad ending, I'm happy that the movie ends the way it does. Now, hope you enjoy my story. 


They love each other. No one knows, but them.
They have too much worries and pride.
They tried to run away from those feeling.
Nevertheless, destiny is too scary.
They have to meet again, in such a right moment.

            “Everyone, pay attention! She is our new Creative Director.” said Seung Ho as he takes a look at a woman, who wears a white blazer and pink dress, stands right beside him.
            “Anyeong! Park Shin Hye imnida.
I’d be the Creative Director from now on. Pleased to meet you.” She said and bow for 4 seconds.
            “Shin Hye-ssi, she is Chaerin, the copywriter.” Seung Ho said as he looks to a woman with glasses and faultlessly dressed.
            “Pleased to meet you, Maam. Shin Chaerin imnida.”
            “He is the visualizer, Kwon Sung Gyu” Seung Ho said, then the man across Chaerin’s desk gives a short bow to Shin Hye.
            “She is the arranger, Kim Gyu Ri.”
            “Anyeong haseyo! Kim Gyu Ri imnida.” The last woman, who seems in her early twentieth gives a cheerful smile and bows to Shin Hye.
            “A~nd… Where is Hyuk, Tan, and Baekho?” Seung Ho ask and look around the room.
            “They are finishing the project for YStyle, Sir. Oh, here they are.” Sung Gyu said as the three man approach then.
            “Aaa… they are Baekho, Hyuk, and Tan. Three of you, greet her! She is the Creative Director from now on.”
            The three man give a very deep bow to Shin Hye. Shin Hye smile after they stand properly again and say, “I’m the Cerative Director, I hope we can have a greater team work.”
            “De!!” The amployee answer concurrently.
            “So, Will we have a welcoming party for our beautiful creative director tonight??” Baekho ask suddenly.
            “Yak! How dare you ask for a treat in the first meeting??!” Tan said after hit Baekho’s head shoftly.
            “Aak! Hyu~ng… I’m just asking. Since the YStyle Project is the last one for this month.”
            “Let’s go have a meal together then. My treat.” Shin Hye answered unexpectedly, bring out a cheerful yell of the others.


           ***

            So, here they are, YoonYeol Restaurant, which is popular as the number one in term of meat beverages.
            “YStyle is a new popular glasses store in Myeongdong. Yesung, a well-known singer is the owner. Most of the customers up till now is his fans over the world. He asked us to make it popular to the citizen too. So, we convinced him that a casual and retro style is very popular nowadays, and he made products according to our recommendations. They are awesome. I think this project will give a positive and huge hit to the store and our company.” Kim Gyu Ri explains the last project excitedly.
            “Don’t bother her, maam! She is a fan of the singer since three years ago.” Sung Gyu explains the reason because he thinks she has no idea who Yesung is.
            “Aa… really? It should influence our company greatly, so I will not get any trouble in the very beginning.” Shin Hye answered and take a spoonful grilled meat.
            “Don’t be hesitate, Maam! We believe it will be a hit since they have a great products, and now we have put our magical powder into it.”
            “Such a great confidence. A~nd I’d prefer to be called by my name instead of Maam, Eun Hyuk-ssi. I just turned 24 years old last month.” Shin Hye said. ‘That term makes me sounds like a fourthy years old ajhumma,’ she thinks and chukles.
            “Really? We have Art Director as the oldest here, Park Seung Ho-ssi. Chaerin Noona, then Sunggyu-ssi, Hyuk and Tan Hyung are at same age, Shin Hye-ssi, me, and Gyuri is the maknae.”

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down the end dead street
Faster than the wind
Passionate as sin
Ending so suddenly
Loving him is li-

            A phone was ringing until Gyuri takes it.
            “Oppa~ Ne. I’m having meal with the co-worker. Hmn… I’d like too Oppa. we almost finish. Ne, in YoonYeol Resto. Ne~.” She talked sweetly and end it just too find curious look of everyone.
            “My older brother, he is going to pick me up.” Gyuri explains.
            “I heard he works in our company too…” Chaerin comments.
“Really? Which department?” Tan ask Gyuri, staring.
            “Hmm… de. He is in media Department.” She answered.
            “What is his name? I know most of the employee in every department.” Sung Gyu added.
            “Kim Jo-“

If it’s not you it can’t be
I can’t be without you
Not bei~ng with y—

            This conversation is intrupted again by ringtone. Shin Hye’s phone this time.
            “De, aboeji. I’m with the employee. I’ll be at home before 8. Ne~” Shin Hye disconnect the telephone line.
            “Let’s finish this early. I think all of us need rest for the next section this year.” Seung Ho concluded.


***


They have finish the supper. Now Shin Hye is going to her car, when a motorcycle approachs, then parks in front of the restaurant. He take off the black helmet. Then Shin Hye can’t help, but gasps. The man looks at Shin Hye, and gives a shocked look too. He narrows his sight. He wants to know if he doesn’t imagine things.
            “Shin Hye-ya?”
            “Oppa, Jong Woon Oppa?”
            They stand still for a moment. Then the man shortens the distance, about a meter. Enough for a conversation between old friends, he thinks. Just before he is able to open up his mouth and talk, they hear someone yells and walks towards them.
            “Oppa, You come on time. I was going to call you and confirm.” She said, doesn’t realize how close the other two are.
            “Oh,,, She is our new Creative Director, and he is just 3 years older than me, Oppa??!” She adds when she recognizes Shin Hye is there.
            “I know.” Jong Woon answer, breaking the eye-contact.
            “What? Know what?” Gyuri ask him. Too confused hmm??
            “I mean, I know she is older than you. (Look at Shin Hye for a moment) I know her.”
            “We are friends at high school, at the same class for two years. ” Shin Hye added.
            “Waah!!” Gyuri is going too talk again. It is before she realizes the gaze of the other two in front of her. She is sure, she has appeared at wrong time.
            It takes 5 minutes or so for Shin Hye to remember the previous phone call.
            “Gyuri, I’ll go first. Anyeonghi geseyeo!” she is going to open his car, but he decides to turn back and says, “Nice to see you again, Jong Woon Oppa…”
            Gyuri can only stare at her brother. Her brother who keep looking at where her boss’s car disappeared few minutes ago.
            “Kaja! I’m very tired.” He said after he gets back to senses.
            Gyuri understands and gets on the ride. Since she was introduced to him, as her older brother wanna be four years ago, she only know four woman who call him with that name. Her mother, a noona that helps him for college examination, she herself, and the new Creative Director. ‘They must be so close back then. Certainly.’ She thought.

***

            She isn’t sure why she accepted to meet him here. She means, it has been years. Yeah… years of torture. She didn’t know, destiny is not something she can run away from. It is proved now. What was happened two nights ago is the evidence. They can’t run away from destiny.
            “How are you doing?” the man asked.
            “As you see, a healthy and young Creative director. Hmn…” Shin Hye said and smile, awkwardly.
            “You do better than I think you would. Congrats!”
            “Hmm… and without my father’s meddling as a lot of people always said behind me.” Shin Hye doesn’t regret her words. Even it turns on the silent mode once again. The silence leads them to the old days. When love happened between them, unexpectedly.


###

Flashback
“Confess to her! You know everyone admires her, but you’re the one she loves.” A girl, who wears uniform of a high school, talks to the boy in front of her.
“Stop talking about this! I’d go back to class.” The boy answered, and is going to go uot of the music studio.
“Why are you so stubborn? Why is it so hard to say ‘I love you’? Since you know your feeling and hers are the same.” The girl known as Jeane talk again. Hold on the boy’s left hand.
“You know why. Why ask?” The boy ask back. Trying not to look at Jeane’s eyes.
“You two make me sick. She is from a rich, well-educated, and with authority family. What a joke! It has nothing to do with your feeling towards her, neither she towards you.”
Finally, he decides to confront the girl. He knows now, trying to convince her this way will never do.
“I’m just an ordinary student who falls in love to a girl. A girl, who boys dream of and girls envy with. The girl who coincidentally is your and my friends for almost two years.”
“Listen! What’s wrong with that? Have you ever heard her talk about her family background or popularity proudly? As if they see us differently according to those background?.”
Remain silence.
“Never,” she continues. “You are too worried about things. Things haven’t happened, and I think will not happen.”
“I can’t. Stop this, and let’s go to class. It is almost the end of breaktime.” He said. Feels like nothing he could say anymore.
“Hufft~ this is the last time I remind you. It’s up to you, after all. Just  do not cry over milk later!!” Jeane said annoyed, then go ahead to her class. The boy walks after her, to his class.

“Jong Woon, where have you been? We were treated by Siwon just now.” Donghae said when he see Jong Woon get on his seat.
“Really? I have passed a treat again…” he answered with a polite smile. He doesn’t want to talk much now, and Donghae seems like he understand and go to his seat immediately.

            His conversation with Jeane in the music studio keep spinning around his mind. The difference, about family’s background is one reason, there are a lot of reasons that he can’t really count. The most obvious reason is… he has no confidence. Because of those other reasons, he can’t say the truth to Shin Hye. They have been known each other for two years. When he is in the second year, a new student come and introduce herself lovely. Jong Woon was mesmerized, or he could said all the class occupant were mesmerized.
            He thinks, it was destiny when Shin Hye took the only empty desk besides his. It is one of greatest moment too, when she offered a handshake to him and say, “Let’s be a good companion. Please take care of me!” then smile again. All he can do is giving a clumsy smile as a reply.
           
###

“I heard, you works for Media Department. I remember you used to talking about being an international actor,” She Hye begin other topic. Sick of the silence after 15 minutes.
“Hmn… I thought, everything can be achieved if we have talent, courage, and keep trying, striving.” He smiles, a bit of bitterness can be seen there, “However, I end up here now. I enjoy my job, though.” Now, with a genuine smile.

“Everything? So, I’m not part of those everything? That’s why you gave up easily on me, right?”

###

Flashback
“Oppa! Wait for me!” A girl run forward to the boy.
“Oh, Shin Hye??!” The said boy turns behind to find a girl who just stopped running and trying to normalize her breathing. “You said you have practice after school?”
“We have, but it is cancelled. Changmin’s voice is getting worse, he needs to rest for a while. So, we can’t just do the rehearsal without the main vocalist.” She explain as they walk out of school gate.
“Eem… then, why do you come with me?”
“There is no one in my house today. So, I decide to spend a night at Jeane’s house, but she has something to do with the Red Cross Org….”
“Aand… you’d like to visit my mother instead of waiting her in her house all alone. Is what you’re going to say, right?” Jong Woon cut off Shin Hye’s expalanation.
“Exactly! Kaja, Oppa! I’m kind of hungry, and I miss Ajhumma’s yummy chocolate cake. Kajaaa!!” By then, he only lets the girl take his hand. Drag them to his house which is only 10 minutes far from their school by walking.

***

“Oppa,”
“Hmm?”
“Oppa~”
“Wae, Hye-a?”
 “Sing a song for me, would you?”
“Why should I?”
“Yak! I’m here because I’m afraid of being bored at Jeane house. But now you also keep reading those History book.”
“Hey! You already forget our age-gap, don’t you? We’re at the same class, but you’re two years younger than me. Use honorific!”
“We’re friends, though. What’s so important about calling you with honorific. Now sing for me, ne??”
“Ck…this kid. You should ask me sweetly~” Jong Woon said before walks to take his precious guitar.
“What song?”
“Anything, Oppa. I enjoy every song you sing, you know.”
            The sound of the instrument begins to fulfil Jong Woon’s room. Yeah, they are in his room now. This is a usual activity, Shin Hye visit his mother is an excuse. Her real intention is having a good time listening to the boy’s vocal and guitar’s play. Always like this everytime she is free from those club activities. Something so simple, but can keep her smile the rest of the day.
            His humming voice sends Shin Hye’s a quiver at the heart. It’s like a signal she should get, once a week at least. Jong Woon
            “Is this a new song, Oppa? I have not heard this one…”
            “Of course, you’re not. You’re the first person listen to it.” He said and sit onto his seat again.
“Your new song? Let me see the music sheet…” Jong Woon gives her the sheet Then he can’t help but smile, when she read it with so-wiiiiide smile in her lips.
“You’re amazing, Oppa! When do you write such a nice song in these busy days?”
“It’s just came to my mind, and without knowing. I finished it last Friday.”
“Hmmmm~”
“Ige mwoya? You’re not a little girl. Stop pouting your lips with those childish sounds!” For losing the look of him become red due to shyness, Shin Hye will really regret it.
Shin Hye lets out a short laughter, and comprehends her reading “You haven’t put any lyric, though. Has no idea?”
“As you said. We’re too busy with subjects and clubs. No time to put a line so soon.”
“So, I’ll wait. I should be the one who listen to the final song. the first one.”
‘Aaah… Hye-a, I wish I can always see those smile in your face. You don’t know how it takes my breath everytime you smile.
“Call! How much you’ll pay for my exclusive song?”
“Yak! Kim Jong Woon!”
“This kid! You-“
Immediately, the room’s door is opened. Jeane appeareance stops her friends’ nagging. Actually, she has been hearing those two from the outside. She always supports them as a couple, but those two kids-alike friends of her are too stubborn to admit it.
“Shin Hye, stop make noise with him and let’s go to my house! Woon-a, na kanda!” Jeane said and drag Shin Hye along.
“Oppa, I should be the first.” Is the last words he can heard from her.
Jong Woon sighed and takes out a sheet from the desk’s drawer. It is the lyric for his song. Then, he murmurs, “It is for you after all.”

###

“I heard your song. The last one you composed. It is quite popular. Your song is a big hit. It survived on billaboard for months as the first rank, and even on music programs and radios.” She said. She just can’t stand the silence. There a lot to talk about. Even if they haven’t met for years. She knows, 7 years is long enough to change one’s heart, but her heart has not changed at all. She finds herself as a girl who is still in love with him, Kim Jong Woon. Her friend for two years in high school.
“A friend introduced him to me. He likes my song, and it took two months for me to sign the contract. Thanks God, people likes it.” and he takes another gulp of his coffee.
“Yesung is a great singer and popular too. He deserves it. My song is release at the right time. That’s all.” He adds after gets no respond from the woman. Then, he gives another genuine smile.
“Still so humble. It’s used to be for me, if I’m not wrong?”

###
Flashback
“Today is the 3rd grade students’ graduation party. Kim Jong Woon will sing a song for all of you today. Please!”
It Has to Be You. I want to sing this song for a girl, but I hope all of you can enjoy it too.”

It Has to be You

I can’t do this alone
I cannot let you go
My heart can’t take the pain of letting go

If it’s not you it can’t be
I can’t be without you
Not being with you for days and months or even years
Even if I am hurting
Even  if my heart aches, that’s fine
All I want is you, I love you
Please be mine

My heart, it longs for you
It only longs for you
So tell me where you are
I know you hear my voice
It’s calling out to you
So come to me
I’m here for you

I’m finally found you
I’m so lost without you
You know I would rather life all day alone
(you know I can better life a day all alone)
You’re the one that I long for
You are the one that I truly love
You‘re the only one I want
The one  I need
Only one I  want
The one I need


The end of his song meet with loud applause. They should admit it. It is breath-taking for sure. He is basically a member of theatre club, but he gets the talent as a singer. No one knows, why did he joined the play when everyone encourages him to sing.
Jong Woon stands up and bow deeply. As he walk down of the stage, everyone praises his performance. He doesn’t remember who they are. He is looking for the girl. The girl he presents the song for. ‘Where are you? Shin Hye-a?’ he keeps repeating her name when he is looking everywhere in school.
It is a cloudy afternoon, when Jeane approached him. He is too tired of his ‘looking-for-Shin-Hye’ activity, and rests on the bench in the basket ball tribune.
“I have told you. She is gone, her parents bring her this morning. They move to France.”

###

“Ne. It was for you.” He answered, looking at Shin Hye in the eyes.
She can hear clearly the word was. ‘So, it’s not for me anymore.’ She concludes. Once again, bitterness, she should swallow it.
“Why didn’t you call or send me messages at least?” She ask again.
“If I did, what should I say then? ‘I’ll come after you?’ or ‘Wait for me! I’d be there and pick you up. Just wait!’?”
Finally, Shin Hye also looks him in the eyes. Try to hold in her tears.
“I could not be selfish. You’re far away, I can’t bind you. You have all the authority of your love-live.” He continues.
“Bwo? Couldn’t being selfish? You have been selfish all the time. Think of us differently because of our family’s background. I’m waiting for you to say those words, ‘I love you’ for almost two years. Of all day we spent together, you choose the day when I can’t hear it. You don’t even try hard to reach me, convince me at least.” She can’t hold on anymore. No. After those years, still she can’t erase that feeling. It is even getting stronger when she begin with other guy.
“Don’t cry, Hye-a~,” He doesn’t know where his courage comes from. He just want to comfort her, he is hesitate this embrace can do. He just tries. “Please, Don’t cry~. I was wrong to let you go that way. I was wrong to act like a coward, full of worries and too afraid to give an effort to us. For us. Mian~ Chongmal mianhae~,”
He loosens the hug as she stops crying due to the sudden closeness. He takes her palm, intertwine their finger, and talk softly in front of her. So close that Shin Hye can feel his breathing’s. “I know I was a coward. Not letting you know for sure about my feeling, while I already know your feeling. I barely held on the feeling because I was too afraid of reality. Farewell. A good bye. Rejection. The most obvious thing is, if I confess, and you reject me. I wouldn’t know what to do with my pride. To our friendship. I’m sorry. I’m really sorry,,,”
“Even so, I still have something left unsaid. I love you. I love you from the first time you say, “Let’s be a good companion,” on your first day at school. Until today. So, can you be my friend again? Be your friend is enough for me, as it used to in past.”
“Friends? You ask me to be your friend after a confession. You are such a coward, like always.”
She hugs him suddenly. Jong Woon has not completely overcome his shock when Shin Hye murmurs to his right ear.
“Don’t you know how long I’ve been waiting for these three words? I love you. No matter how far we were or how many time I dated someone else. You. You’re the one I think of those years. I love you, Oppa. I always do.”
Jong Woon release the hug. “Thank you. For letting me take a part in your live once again. I’ll make you as happy as possible.”
“Hmpp…” Shin Hye let a laughter. The one she barely holds in.
“Wae? You laught at me now?” Jong Woon look at Shin Hye. ‘What’s wrong?’ his inner.
“You don’t change at all, do you? What?! ‘I’ll make you as happy as possible?’. Not romantic at all. I wonder where the lyric of your song comes from…”
“You. It’s from you. You’re my inspiration. Those song are written for you to listen to. I wrote and sang it only to see your wide smile. I love you.” He can see her face getting redder few seconds later. It’s so adorable, and he miss it.
“I won’t be your boyfriend now. I want to be your one and only guy.”
“Hmm… I’ll consider it, Jong Woon-ssi.”
“Think carefully, Shin Hye-ssi. Not everyday a good guy like me propose to you.”
“I know. That’s why, your offer is the only one I have considered.”

END

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